nacider

Okay folks I have neglected my portfolio for too long! I have alot of new drawings and shizz I’ll be adding over the next few days and I’ll be editing this site alot. I’m making alot more new animations and shit too so keep an eye out !

I hate to sound perhaps a little emo, but actually I am rather satisfied with my life at the moment. Regardless, I have actually had the worst year of my life.

Just to sum up a few things that have happened to me. There was not a good start to the year as in the first few days of January I had a fairly serious motorcycle accident, everything sort of went downhill from there.
I was told I suffer from depression, which was a huge shock to me. I took a lot of time off work which subsequently made me quite a social recluse, also due to the anti-sociableness I became rather clingy and needy towards my parter. We were incredibly in-love before the accident happened, unfortunately we ended up falling apart as I was a very horrible person to be around. After we split up I thought my world was going to end, but the reality was that it never.
My life has only began. I am proud to say that I have survived this long. I just hope that people can cope with depression as well as I am. Sure I have my off days, but you have to be optimistic. I have started getting a flame for life again which I lost. I had no ambition in life. I was bored of everything I absolutely loved.

I know how it feels to want to die, for a long time I just wished that I died in the accident, I even attempted to take my own life by overdosing on my anti-depressants… But now, my life is starting to get back on track. The only advice I can give someone with depression is that you have to keep going, no matter how bad things get you just have to keep going. Keep being optimistic no matter what happens. I really can’t wait for the next few years to unfold on my life, I have only really started to open my eyes to the world.

I hope that someone reads this somewhere and it makes them smile, that there is hope at the end of the tunnel.

I am back to wordpress once again. Its been a while since I’ve blogged, mostly because I’ve been too busy with a new job at a Pharmacy.

I’m 20 in a few weeks, I will no longer be a teen and I will probably feel the exact same as I do right now. Age doesn’t really bother me, maybe people will start taking me more serious that I say I’m 20, rather than something-teen.

Anyway just a quick blog to update.